The Dare

Dexter and Clifford dared me. So yeah, of course I did it. They thought the fact that it nearly killed me was hilarious. Now that time has passed and I’m still alive I guess maybe they had a point. At the time, I didn’t think the two of them panting, laughing and telling me, “You should have seen the look on your face!” was at all amusing.
It all started one hot summer’s day. We were sitting in our normal place, in the huge cottonwood tree in the east side of the yard. At the base of our leafy perch sat two large milk, copper and cream colored beasts of the canine variety. Though in general, I don’t believe dogs to be very smart, the brown-eyed one had a vaguely intelligent look as he peered upward. I call him Einstein. The other, with her frightening, witch-blue eyes, was as quick as a hummingbird on a sugar rush.

They waited there most the day, most of every day. Apparently the mutts were hoping one of us might fall out. As if! We found uproariously good sport in tiptoeing along the perimeter of their yard atop the wooden fence. This torture eventually lost its luster. The dregs of summer, the heat, the boredom, these things all collide at times creating the perfect situation for making bad decisions. It started as a joke. When Clifford complained of the heat, Dexter, suggested, “We should go for a swim in their bowl.”
“The dog bowl?” I asked.
“Of course.”
“Suicide. It’s suicide!” Clifford droned.
Dex resorted to name calling, “Coward!”
“He’s not a coward. Their water dish is on the deck. Getting there might be possible, but with two dogs in the yard, I’d have to say Dex is right for once. If they covered both stairs, they could cut off any escape.”
“Not the railing.”
“Suicide, you fool!”
“Shut up Clifford. You said they’d catch us on top of the fence too!”
Clifford just stared at Dex, his lips and nose twitching slightly. His dark eyes looked as if they might well up for a moment.
“He’s right, Dexter. The fence is what . . . six feet high. That railing on the deck is only about half that. They’re big enough to pluck us off there without trying.”
“Yeah, it would be suicide!”
“Shut it Cliff.” This time it was me telling him to be quiet. Cliff was the last one to join us running the fence. Everything was too dangerous in his eyes. He’d just stay in the tree and let someone deliver his meals if it were possible. Of course we weren’t about to pamper him and aside birds feeding their young, I’ve never heard of treetop food delivery services. “You know once you ran the fence with us it was fun.”
“This isn’t the fence.”
“What if there were only one dog?” Dex asked.
“I think it could be done with just one of them in the yard.”
Dex is capable of a smile so evil it sometimes made me shiver. Of course this was what he displayed before telling me, “Then I dare you.”
“No way!”
“Just a drink then.”
“Seriously?”
“Me too!” added Cliff. He was mad at me for not taking his side even though he was right. Cliff is awful touchy for someone who complains so much.
“You think I won’t?”
Dex still had the evil grin, “I hope you will actually.”
I looked at Cliff, but he wasn’t letting me off the hook. He bobbed his head at me. “Dare ya!”
“Fine.” I heard myself replying.
If Cliff was a coward and Dexter was a few nuts short of a bushel, I guess I’m just too stubborn for my own good. The challenge had been laid down. I promptly took a nap.
I awoke to Dexter jumping on me and chattering. “It’s time. The brown eyed one went inside and the other one is taking a nap.”
I stretched and yawned before checking out the situation. Indeed the witch dog was curled up at the base of our tree, snoozing in the heat. I wasn’t entirely confident in Dex’s scouting report. It would have been just like him to tell me the coast was clear when they’d actually added another dog to the mix. For all I knew, Einstein was on the other side of the house entertaining the hyperactive ball of creamy fluff that sometimes visited.
“You really gonna do it?” Clifford asked, his tail flicking nervously. “Seems dangerous.”
“Not suicidal?”
“A little suicidal.”
“Go on.” Dex urged.
“I’m going. I’m going.”
I descended the tree with as much stealth as possible. I made it to the top of the fence without waking the sleeping dog. My plan was to survey the yard before I made my mad run for the water dish. I didn’t want any surprises. A magpie eyed me suspiciously from atop one of the Russian Olive trees as I scampered past. I never trusted magpies, so I hurried along. I passed the ceramic sculpture of a smiling sun hanging on the fence. I don’t know why it was smiling. It’s hands, sometimes filled with sunflower seeds, were empty.
The yard was devoid of any other dogs. I headed back along the top of the fence to the post closest the far stairway. I paused on the post for what seemed an eternity, collecting my strength and wit. I took a deep breath. I willed myself to move ahead. Logic did not override my fear. I took another deep breath. On the third try I moved halfway down the post.
Twice I thought I heard something and retreated to the top of the post. Twice Dexter heckled me from the tree. What was that idiot up to? I worried he was going to wake the sleeping dog. I heard another sound above me. The magpie was eyeing me from the top of the fence. His presence made me nervous. I’d had a run in with magpies protecting their nest more than once. They can be mean.
“Go away.” I whispered.
“Do you need help?”
“No!”
“What are you doing?”
“I’m going to drink out of the dog bowl.”
“Oh . . . why?”
“To see if I can.”
“Good luck with that.”
He flew back to the top of the Russian Olive. I closed my eyes, counted to five and was off. I ran across the yard. I lept up the stairs. All the while fear propelled me. I moved like my tail was on fire. I felt the fingers of death reaching toward me from behind. It was glorious and terrifying at once. I don’t know that I moved any faster than normal, but it felt like I was flying.
Atop the deck, I moved into the shadow of the house. I stopped for a moment to make sure the coast was clear. Then I moved to the water bowl. I took a quick drink. It was foul water. Any warmer and it would have been boiling. It was tinted with dog breath, dead meat and sulfur. I stood on my hind legs thinking I might hurl from drinking it. My stomach churned for a moment and I covered my mouth till the feeling passed.
Catching my reflection in the glass door, I paused. I looked bigger than I remembered. Certainly my tail was fluffier and my fur was richer and shinier. I felt suddenly invincible. I drank from the dog’s bowl!
The feeling was short lived. The magpie swooped down. I jumped back from his pending attack only to realize he was warning me of something else. He cried, “Look out!” as he swooshed overhead.
The door was opening!
A tall human was letting the semi-intelligent dog out. I looked right into the brown eyes of beast for a moment. I don’t think he knew what to think. I know it took me a moment to process. Einstein barked once. Then the chase began.
Flat out the mutt was faster than me. But his size was a detriment for changing direction. I practically ran right under him as he lunged toward me. The skitter of claws fighting for purchase filled the air. I cleared the three steps to the landing in one leap. I bounced down the stairs, listening to the breath of the big dog stumbling clumsily behind me.
At the bottom of the stairs, I realized that “witch eyes” was no longer sleeping. This fact would have been hard to escape, since she was three feet from where I landed. Trapped between the two dogs, instinct kicked in. I heard her teeth snap behind me as I leapt up the railing. I moved like a bolt of lightning. Einstein realized what was happening. He turned and was waiting at the landing before I made it to the top of the stairs. Their trap was closing.
All the while Dexter shouted worthless instructions such as, “Go faster!” or “look out!” As if I was going to close my eyes and go slowly. Clifford on the other hand was woefully disheartening moaning loudly, “Suicide! Jerry is going to die! Suicide. This is your fault Dex. Poor Jerry!”
With Einstein blocking my path and Witch Eyes coming up from behind I was worried that Cliff’s assessment was accurate. I flew forward. No plan in mind, I just knew I couldn’t stop. I dashed to the top of the rail. Without thinking, I launched myself into thin air. It was fifteen feet to the fence. No way I’d make that. But the slimmest of branches protruded from one of the Aspen trees. It was a freakish deformation.
Aspens grow straight and tall. This one branch was horizontal for six or seven feet.

It was a ten foot fall. If I missed it, I’d end up dazed, or worse, at the base of the fence that I’d just missed. The odds were good that the two dogs would have me for lunch before I could remember my name from a fall like that. If I caught the branch, I could ride it to the top of the fence . . . maybe.
I focused on the branch as I sailed through the air. Adrenaline and fear had pushed me further than I thought I could jump. But I’d jumped blindly and wasn’t sure that I’d be able to reach. I stretched my left foreleg and crossed the claws on my right one for luck. By the slimmest of margins, I caught a claw on the thinnest offshoot. I pulled and the branch swung to me more than I to it. A moment later I had a firm hold on it.
I scrambled up the fence and made my way back into the tree. It was fifteen minutes before I stopped trembling there. All the while, Dex howled, “You should have seen the look on your face!”
“I thought you were dead!” Cliff added.
They were still laughing when I caught my breath. “I dare you to try it.”
“No way!” Dex replied.
“Suicide!” Cliff added.

“Best fun ever, you cowards. It makes running the fence seem like just sitting in the tree all day.” They looked like they were considering it even before I sweetened the pot. “I’ve never had water like that before either. Cold as ice, sweet as nectar. I’m definitely headed back down next time I’m thirsty.”




This was based upon a true story. Although I do not know the true motivations behind the event, I did witness an insane squirrel narrowly escape both of our huskies and the force of gravity after drinking from the dog bowl on our deck one summer. I always wondered what he was thinking.

Speaking of Life, Death, and Hockey . . .

I still love the feel of holding a book, the smell of the paper and the crisp sound of a page turning. I admit that it annoys me when someone buys a book they saw on my Amazon wishlist but ignores the detail that I wanted it in hardback. I don't like the foot thick mass market paperback that's impossible to read without blowing out the spine. I suppose I'm something of a bibliophile (and yes you can translate that to book snob). Even odder, I've owned a Kindle for a year and haven't ever read a book on it. Yes, there's something wrong with me I guess.

For those of you who are normal and have found that reading on a device is as enjoyable as turning a page, Speaking of Life, Death, and Hockey will be available in the Kindle edition on Monday for the low, low price of $4.99. It won't smell the same, but enjoy anyway!


http://www.amazon.com/Speaking-Life-Death-Hockey/dp/061555718X/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1353169455&sr=1-1&keywords=speaking+of+life+death+and+hockey

I recently asked someone the classic Alice in Wonderland riddle. Even after discussing the answer, they were still somewhat confused. It's much harder to explain the answer than I thought, so I made this little video. Hope it helps!

9/11 Thoughts

In college psychology they teach you about flash bulb memory--a shared moment in time where very large groups of people remember exactly where they were. It was absurd to me that they used the assassination of JFK as an example when I was in college. Despite being older than most of my fellow students, I hadn't even been born yet when those tragic circumstances unfolded in Dallas. This made remembering where I was at the time quite difficult. I thought the explosion of the Space Shuttle Challenger was a better example for Americans my age. I remember that clearly. The events of September 11, 2001 are probably the most current example of a flash bulb memory. I bet you remember where you were when you heard the news that both World Trade Center buildings and the Pentagon had been struck by planes.

Personally, I felt like the last person in the country to find out about it. I had spent the early part of day writing, listening to music and avoiding the distraction of the internet. At 3:00 p.m. I jumped in my car and headed to the office to drop off some paperwork before going to supervise the night shift at the coffee shop I managed. With a CD playing in the car, I had no idea that anything out of the ordinary had happened until I noticed the electronic sign over the highway read, "Airport closed until further notice." Strange.

Curious what could cause an airport to close, I tuned to the radio and heard the terrible news. At the time I had three relatives who worked in the Pentagon from time to time. I had no idea if they were there, if they were safe. I dropped off the paperwork at the office. Shell shocked, I spoke to a few people there, expressing in no uncertain terms my opinion that we should close all the shops for the rest of the day.

I went to work, spent an hour on the phone there talking to friends and family. We closed at 5 p.m. instead of 11 that night and no one minded one bit. It was a day to mourn, not to buy coffee. It didn't feel right trying to hand someone a cappuccino with a smile on our faces . . . if anyone had wanted a cappuccino. The entire shopping center was bordering on becoming an eerie ghost town.

We won't likely remember this 9/11 in ten or eleven years, but let's take a moment to say a prayer for those who were affected by the events of this day in 2001. For today, and hopefully for a while longer, let's remember the bravery, the sadness, the heroics, the loss but mostly the unity that we felt as a nation in that moment. Let's move forward with a commitment to what was likely the only good thing to come from that moment, our sense of oneness as Americans and our love for one another.

What happened to my manners?

There’s long been a rule of decorum, you don’t discuss politics or religion with guests. It’s a good rule so I’m not going to talk about anyone’s political ideas here. I don’t want to take a side. I don’t want to start a discussion (we call discussions about politics, fights these days and I’m not a fighter). As far as I’m concerned politics should be a four-letter word. Your mother should gasp if you utter it. So I’m not going to talk politics here. Let me make something clear, I’m not going to support any side, any issues any candidates. What I am going to do is talk about what’s wrong with politics.

There is an old joke--you can tell a politician is lying if his lips are moving. It seems to me that in this particular presidential election the lies and hate have evolved to a new level. They don't even have to move their lips anymore. I don’t care which side your standing on, both candidates have played dirty. Don’t fly off the handle to tell me about how wonderful your candidate is. I don't care! I’m personally not going to endorse either of them.  They’ve stripped one another of any virtue worthy of the leader of our country. They’ve taken the mightiest nation in the world and turned us against one another by frivolously pointing fingers at each other and name calling like a couple of six-year-old bullies puffing up their chests on the playground. Are you really so excited about one of the candidates that you want to punch one of your friends in the throat for making fun of them? Have you quit taking your meds?

I want my president to be above name calling. I want him to tell me what merits his election, not why I shouldn't pick the other guy. It's like telling me, "Don't buy that used Pinto. They're know to explode." That's all good and fine until I realize the used car salesman is trying to push a Yugo on me instead. Point me to a car that has some positive value if you want to sell me one!

Yeah, I got sucked into the battle. I was tired of the name-calling and finger pointing. I was appalled that anyone could stand behind “that guy.” I was so annoyed, I did what anyone would have. I started name-calling and finger pointing. Of course since I was doing it, it was perfectly fine (I am a genius and everyone should know that what I post is absolute truth, right?)

A couple days ago I realized that every time I saw a post on facebook about how crappy one candidate was, I kind of wanted to punch someone in the throat, myself. I don’t like wanting to punch people in the throat. I suppose if it actually made me feel better and people were alright with it, that might be another story . . .

“Hey, why did you punch me in the throat?”
“Ah, it’s the stupid upcoming election. It just makes me so mad.”
“Oh no worries. I know how you feel.”
“Cool, you want to punch me in the throat? Go ahead. Really! I feel much better after punching you.”

So here’s the deal. I’m going to write in Franklin D Roosevelt for president this election. There haven't been a lot of good ones since him. Besides, he isn't complaining about the other guy. Sadly, I'm pretty sure he won’t win and with having served more than two terms already and being dead, I’m not sure it would matter anyway. You vote for whoever you want to win. I’m not going to worry about it anymore. In the long run I know God is going to sort it out anyway . . . aw, now I’ve done it; I strayed into a religious discussion.

Religion can be fatal

I was walking across a bridge one day, and I saw a man standing on the edge, about to jump off. So I ran over and said "Stop! Don't do it!"
"Why shouldn't I?" he said.
"Well, there's so much to live for!"
"Like what?"
"Well... are you religious?"
He said yes. I said, "Me too! Are you Christian or Buddhist?"
"Christian."
"Me too! Are you Catholic or Protestant?"
"Protestant."
"Me too! Are you Episcopalian or Baptist?"
"Baptist"
"Wow! Me too! Are you Baptist Church of God or Baptist Church of the Lord?"
"Baptist Church of God!"
"Me too! Are you original Baptist Church of God, or are you reformed Baptist Church of God?"
"Reformed Baptist Church of God!"
"Me too! Are you Reformed Baptist Church of God, reformation of 1879, or Reformed Baptist Church of God, reformation of 1915?"
He said, "Reformed Baptist Church of God, reformation of 1915!"
I said, "Die, heretic scum", and pushed him off.
—Emo Philips

You might think I’m a pretty religious guy from some of the things I post here. I’ve gotta tell you the very opposite is true--religion is pointless in my opinion. Obviously, the Emo Phillips story above is humorous, but how far is it from the truth? Countless wars have been started by idealistic individuals who felt compelled by religion. People who claim to share the same faith often argue over the finer points. The problem is simply, it’s humans. We make everything more complicated than it needs to be.

Christianity is really pretty simple. Here is an illustration:

There’s a man who owns a widget company. Based upon his own unique set of skills and experience he expands, builds all of the required machinery and opens a factory. He sets the expectations for his employees based upon his personal widget building speed on the machines. The factory owner has numerous years of experience building widgets and extraordinary manual dexterity. While he’s trained his employees to the best of his ability, none of them is capable of meeting the quotas he’s set for them. Eventually the man’s son comes to work in the factory and becomes the only employee who ever meets the standards.

The man’s son is the only truly excellent employee he has ever had and a true friend to everyone he meets. Nonetheless there is a small group of petty and jealous workers who insist that his presence is creating issues. Eventually the son is forced from the factory by the labor union at the direction of these men. The son is a gracious man. His father’s son, he is wealthy beyond measure. He has great compassion for his blue collar brethren despite the fact they’ve forced him out. At the very labor union hearing that removed him from his job he offers a generous retirement package to any employee working in the factory. They need only ask his forgiveness for voting him out and their retirement is assured.

The boss is a gracious man as well. He loves his employees like his own children though they constantly disappoint him with their slow and sloppy production. Still, he pays them very well and continues to train them in the hopes they will meet his expectations. He is devastated to find that many of his employees are taking extra long breaks, calling in sick to work when they are well, stealing from the company and committing other offenses. Despite this, he fires no one right away, instead adopting a three strike rule based upon a strict set of rules and production quotas.

In light of this development, his employees have different reactions. They know that none of them is capable of meeting the owner’s expectations. They all need to feed their families, but they realize that it’s only a matter of time before they don’t have a job anymore. The standards are just too high.

Some employees don’t try any harder; knowing that the factory owner truly cares about them they believe the owner won’t fire them as long as they work hard and don’t steal, lie or cheat. Others work as hard as they can, believing they will meet the quotas, but their limited skill and agility with the machinery makes it impossible to keep up both quota and widget quality. A few, jaded by the futility of trying to please a master with such high standards, decide he must hate them and quit. But one group realizes that the only solution is to accept the offer from the man’s son despite knowing that unable to adequately perform the job, the offer is more than they deserve. Eventually they are all fired, but only those who accepted the gift of the son’s retirement offer are given any severance.
Keep that little parable in mind, here is what I believe:

1. God is all-powerful (omnipotent)1, all-knowing (omniscient)2, in all places at all times (omnipresent)3, perfect (perfect, yeah that one was easy)4 and unchanging (immutable)5.

2. We are not omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, perfect or immutable (my apologies, if you think you ARE any of these things, but I must inform you, you are not).

3. God loves us, but as he is all of those perfect things and we are far from it, we are separated from him.6

4. Jesus Christ is the crucified and risen Son of God who paid the sacrifice for our failures. It is only through his grace that we can be united with God.7

5. The Bible is the Word of God.8 As God is omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, perfect and immutable, by extension His Word is perfect as well. It will only be irrelevant when God becomes irrelevant (that’s never for those of you who were confused by immutable in #1).

6. God communicates through the Holy Spirit to those who have accepted the gift of his Son. That nagging feeling that we should do the right thing even when we’d rather punch someone in the eye, is often at the prompting of the Spirit. If I can borrow a lyric from the Fray, “sometimes the right thing and the hardest thing are the same.” and that’s often the leading of the Spirit as well.

Some of you are confused. You’re thinking, “That sounds like religion to me. What’s that moron Scott talking about?”

Here’s the difference: religion is a set of rules stating, if we behave like this, we will earn your eventual reward. Christianity states that there is nothing you can do to earn your eventual reward. You can try to be a good person, but you cannot ever meet God’s standards, which are perfection. We all screw up; no matter how hard we try we will fail. We are all terrible widget makers. It’s by the boss’s grace alone, through his Son, Jesus, that we can be redeemed.

Yeah, we could make it complicated. we could argue and fight about the infinitesimally small details of what is right and wrong. We can point fingers and accuse one another of being wrong. But ultimately we should be pointing with our thumbs and saying, "Me too! I'm flawed!" None of us is blameless. None of us is worthy. No one in heaven is going to get what they deserve . . . we all deserve condemnation, but grace is ours if we take it.

Supporting Scripture (NIV)

1. God is Omnipotent

Matthew 19:26 - . . . with God all things are possible.
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Jeremiah 32:17 - "Ah, Sovereign lord, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you.

2.God is Omnscient

Psalm 139:2 - You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
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Matthew 6:8  . . . your Father knows exactly what you need even before you ask him!

3. God is Omnipresent

Psalm 139
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

4. God is perfect

Psalm 18:30 - As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in him.

5. God is immutable

James 1:17 - Every good gift, every perfect gift, comes from above. These gifts come down from the Father, the creator of the heavenly lights, in whose character there is no change at all.
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Malachi 3:6 - I the LORD do not change . . .

6. God Loves us

Isaiah 54:10 - Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the lord, who has compassion on you.

7. Jesus is the only way to God

Romans 6:23 - For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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John 14:6 - Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.7 If you really know me, you will know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him."

8. The Bible is God’s Word

2 Timothy 3:16-17 - All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness

9. God speaks to His people

Ezekiel 37:14 - “I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the Lord have spoken, and I have done it, declares the Lord.'"
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John 14:26 - But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.

Procrastinating in Bemidji

The following is based upon a true story I heard years ago. I wish I could tell you the names and places, but they've long faded from my memory. Rest assured, while I filled these things in, the majority of what you read here actually happened.

The City of Bemidji snow plows had been running non-stop for two days. Their efforts to clear the streets created four to five-foot high walls of snow along the city walks. Atop one such snow pile at the corner of Washington and Roosevelt sat Chris Collins and Jeremy Saunders who had hollowed out frigid, but otherwise comfortable seats in the snow. It was cold--bitter cold. Colorless snow fell in great, swirling waves from an equally colorless sky. The weather offered no promise of relief to the Bemidji plow crews.

Sitting bundled in matching Minnesota Vikings parkas, Chris and Jeremy were two splotches of purple staining a landscape that was otherwise simply shades of grey. The intersection, normally busy, was quiet this Saturday evening. Few people had any destination important enough to brave icy roads and falling temperatures.

The boys had been quiet, catching snowflakes on their tongues as they waited. Eventually, Jeremy fished in his pocket surprised to find a forgotten Sky Bar there. “Whoa! I forgot I had this. You wanna split it, Chris? You can have the vanilla and peanut parts.”

“Yeah, I'm starving!”

After breaking off either end, Jeremy handed Chris the center portion of the candy bar. Chris nodded. “Are these any good frozen?”

“Probably, but that one's gonna taste like dirty gloves.”

Chris shrugged and took a bite before his friend continued, “I should mention that my dog was chewing on my gloves this morning. They were covered with slobber when I put them on.” He thought Jeremy was grinning, but it was hard to tell with their hoods pulled up so tight. Chris took another bite.

Jeremy continued after sniffing his gloves, “Seriously, I think he might have crapped on them too. They wreak. Could be cat puke, no idea.”

Chris popped the last bit into his mouth, chewed and swallowed it. “Delicious!”

Jeremy shook his head. After swallowing his portion of the candy bar, he moaned, “You coulda died, man . . . still might.”

“Yeah well, everyone dies.”

The conversation faltered for a moment as they looked up at the swirling white flakes. Both attempted to catch a few in their mouth, a futile attempt to wash down the chocolate. Jeremy finally broke the silence by asking, “You ever think about it?”

"Eating dog crap?"

“No moron, dying. Doesn't it scare you, Chris?”

“We're twelve, Jer. I don't need to be scared of dying for like thirty years, maybe forty.”

Jeremy nodded. He asked, “What do you think happens after you die?”

“Heaven or hell, everyone knows that.”

“You think? I’m kinda scared of going to hell when I die. Aren't you?”

“Yeah, well no one wants to go to hell. That's probably why my Mom goes nuts when I tell my sisters they should.”

“But that's what I mean. Our parents are always mad at us for something; why wouldn't God be mad at us and send us to hell? That’s in the Bible somewhere, right, obey your parents? Is that why you go to church all the time--to make up for it?”

“No way! I wouldn’t be caught dead there except my parents make me. Besides, it doesn't work that way. You don’t make up for the crap you do, at least that's what they say at church. You have to accept Jesus to be forgiven and stuff to get to heaven.”

“So you did that, Chris?”

“Nope, I got it all figured out though. Church people can't do anything fun. You have to listen to your parents, no cussing, no drinking, no smoking, right?”

“We don’t drink or smoke.”

“Yeah, but it must be fun since we’re not supposed to do it. Besides the point, I'm going to just have fun right now and do what I want to do. But when I get older, when there isn't so much fun stuff to do, you know, like when I have kids and stuff, then I will get saved. I don't wanna miss all the fun by being a church person now.”

Jeremy nodded. “Yeah, sounds like a good plan, I guess," his tone implied he might not be convinced. If he had more to say it was interrupted by a red Volkswagen Beetle. It approached the intersection, the engine whirring with the bravado of a chirping, vintage biplane on final approach. The driver eyed them warily through his horn-rimmed glasses as the car slid to a stop.

The boys waved then laughed as the car chugged away. Chris noted, "VW's are no good. The bumper is too low. Driver sees you every time too." Wanting to move on to a new topic he said, “I wish there was a game on tonight.”

Jeremy groaned at their misfortune, before joining in on the new topic, “Why don't the Viking's play everyday? There's nothing to do when they aren't playing.”

“You think they're gonna win the Superbowl this year?” Chris asked.

“Tarkenton is the man. MVP last year--we're gonna win it this year for sure!” Jeremy grinned, then added, "The first two tries were just warm-ups."

The sun was fading as evidenced by some patches of gray which had turned black. The street lights had been on all day. What little traffic there had been seemed to have fizzled out. Chris announced, “I'm freezing. I think I'm gonna head home.”

Jeremy protested lightly, “One more car, then we can go. We'll be headed toward home anyway. Why not bob home, right?”

It did make sense. They were here to hooky bob, why not get towed partway home? If he walked, Jeremy might hitch a ride right by him. The thought of his buddy getting in a last ride and ending up safe and warm before first didn't seem right.

“OK, one more.” he consented. After pausing to breathe into his gloves he asked, “Hey Jer, remember last year when we were Hooky Bobbin' in the neighborhood and your mom pulled up behind us and we were sure she was going to yell at us.”

Jeremy smirked and replied, “But she only yelled at me . . .” In unison they bellowed, “Jeremy Saunders! Put on your hat this instant!”

The two of them fell into a long fit of laughter which subsided when an Impala station wagon pulled up to the stop sign. Behind the wheel was elderly woman bundled in a fur coat. She appeared an elf, so small in the huge car that she could barely see over the dashboard. The boys grinned at each other.

Jeremy punched Chris playfully in the arm. “See Chris, aren't you glad you didn't go home?”

The pair hopped from their perches. Unnoticed, they grabbed the bumper of the enormous blue station wagon. The tires slipped on the slick road for a moment before gaining purchase. With a loud scraping sound, the back of the Impala shifted sideways a foot before the car began to move. The boys looked at each other and smirked. They'd get in their last bob of the day and cover the first leg of the trip home in one step.

“Old ladies are the best,” Jeremy announced. “They never notice bobbers and they never drive too fast.”

Chris agreed reservedly, “Yeah, but sometimes they drive so slow it's less fun than walking.”

As expected the Impala cruised slowly to a maximum speed of about eight miles an hour. They proceeded north toward the grocery store. Settled in for a dull ride, Chris looked dolefully at Jeremy when the Impala slowed to a crawl in front of the grocery store. He wondered if she was going to just stop in the road.

“Walk up there and tell her the grocer is closed so she can drive a little faster,” Chris joked.

“You're on the driver's side, you tell her.”

They barely had time to laugh before the car accelerated up the wrong side of the road. She was headed toward Highway 2, in the wrong lane! The car was creeping up on speeds that bordered on frightening when Chris yelled, “The railroad tracks! We need to bail.”

They'd long ago guessed that the maximum safe speed for crossing the railroad tracks while bobbing was ten, maybe fifteen miles an hour. Chris calculated their current speed to be approaching twenty. Bobbing was all about the thrill though. They were daredevils and there was no glory in playing it safe. He was considering the possibility of making it across the tracks when Jeremy yelled, “We can do it. Come on.”

He nodded and adjusted his grip on the top of the bumper. Peeking around the side of the car, he looked for the tracks. A tractor trailer was cruising up the highway a good quarter mile away. The old lady would have plenty of time to get to the right side of the road. The tracks were close. He yelled, “Get ready!”

The car thumped lightly over the tracks. Though both boys stumbled lightly, they held on and remained upright. As the adrenalin rush of surviving the possible twenty mile per hour face plant eroded, they looked at each other and burst into laughter. They had defied the odds, beaten their self calculated point of no return and crossed the tracks.

With that hurdle passed, the fact that the woman was heading down the wrong side of the highway didn’t seem like such a big deal. Chris carefully peaked around the back of the car once again. The cold wind and snow stung. Though he could barely open his eyes, he saw the tractor trailer flashing its headlights as it moved over to the shoulder. Thankfully, the car had stopped accelerating once it reached a slightly-terrifying, completely-exhilarating twenty-five or thirty miles per hour.

From the end of Washington Avenue, it was only four blocks until the boys would arrive at their personal highway exit. Chris listened to the silence around him. The crunch of snow under the tires, insistent warning of the truck horn and hiss of his boots on the snow were lost in the rush that enfolded him. Even the freezing cold faded away. He thought to himself, this is the kind of thing church people don’t get to do. I’m not supposed to cross the highway, let alone play on it.

A moment later things turned on their side, literally. The woman, suddenly realizing she was on the wrong side of the road pointed the car across the concrete median. It fishtailed slightly then lurched violently. Chris’s feet hit the curb, his hand slipped and found himself rolling head over heels. Everything went black for an instant. He could hear Jerry yelling. Stunned, he rose with a gasp and realized he was in the highway. Instinct screamed for him to run, which he did, right into the path of a pair of oncoming headlights and the blast of an air horn.

Jeremy, having managed to exit the ride unscathed, watched through the sheets of gray as his friend ran in front of the semi. His mind could barely comprehend what was happening as the trailer tried to pass the truck before the whole rig toppled on its side. It slid the length of a football field. It twisted slowly as it did, trailing boxes from a gaping hole in the trailer. The Impala continued on, driver apparently unaware that anything interesting had happened. He stood mouth agape for a moment, wondering what to do, fighting off his tears.

Jeremy ran the last quarter mile home at a full sprint, falling more times than he could count. He crashed through the front door screaming through the tears that could wait no more, “Dad, help! It’s Chris . . .”

Minutes later, half a dozen fathers from the neighborhood arrived on the scene. Alternating red and blue spots from atop a pair of police cruisers cast a surreal pall on the oddly silent scene. In the wooded area west of the road, flashlights swept back and forth. The only sound was the hiss of flares and the occasional sizzle of cold snow dripping on hot metal.

Chris’s father, Dean, was crunching heavily across the snow at a full sprint having stepped out of the woodside AMC Hornet Wagon before it came to a stop. The truck driver was wrapped in a blanket leaning on the back of the police cruiser talking to a police officer. Dean interrupted, “Where is my son?”

The officer tried to usher him away, saying, “We’re trying to figure out what happened, sir. We think he probably landed in the woods if the truck hit him.”

The driver stood up appearing worried, distraught and perhaps a little defensive. “I did everything I could. He ran right in front of me. I don’t know how I could have avoided him. But I swear, I don’t think I hit him.”

The other fathers jogged toward the police officers searching in the woods. Dean walked toward the big rig, alternating between the most intense anger and sorrow he'd ever felt. He didn’t want to find his son's body in the woods; he'd come to bring him home. Dean found himself praying, “Please let him be alive.”

He approached the front of the enormous truck. While the wreckage seemed to sag like a worn out swing set, up close the cab seemed relatively unscathed. He scanned the front of the bumper with his flashlight, fearing what he might find yet hopeful it would be nothing. The chromed metal was snow splashed and dirty, but there wasn't a smudge on it anywhere. The grill of the truck was equally untouched. Despite resting on the passenger side, the Powerliner cab was practically unscathed. There was no sign that anything or, thankfully anyone, had been struck by the front.

Dean walked around the massive snub nosed cab over engine tractor. The trailer did not escape as cleanly. The quilted, aluminum trailer looked as if someone had taken an enormous can opener to it. The highway behind the accident was littered with fifty feet of frozen food boxes, many of which were in a similar condition to the trailer they had escaped. Among them Dean spotted a boot which he was sure belonged to Chris. Torn with grief, he took a step toward the boot. He was stopped by a tiny whimper.

“Chris!” he shouted. A surge of hope pulled him closer to the truck where he was sure he'd heard it. He spotted a glove between the cab and the trailer. The flashlight beam swept down revealing an arm, a shoulder, a torso and finally his son's disoriented face. He was alive.

Chris fluttered in and out of consciousness finally waking up completely the next day shortly after noon. He found himself propped up in a hospital bed, a tube running from a bag sticking out of his arm. Jeremy was sitting in the chair next to him reading a paperback copy of Jaws. Chris greeted his friend, “Hey.”

Jeremy put down the book. He smiled weakly and returned the greeting, “How do you feel?”

Chris ignored the question asking his own, “Where are my parents?”

“They left after the third time you woke up. They went down to the cafeteria to eat some lunch with your sisters. You want me to get them?”

Chris shook his head and found that he hurt everywhere. It was not that he wasn't thankful for Jeremy's company, but he he felt a little ripped off. Here he was waking up in a sterile white room, with no idea why and his family was off eating lunch? He thought for a moment and pieces began falling back in place. He had been here for a while. He had spoken to them. He was run over by a truck. There was some sort of surgery, his spleen he remembered.

He remembered tears with his mother, father and sisters at the bedside. He remembered visits from half the church congregation it seemed. The number of cards, flowers and stuffed animals in his room indicated there were indeed a lot of visits . . . flowers, stuffed animals? Seriously did they forget he was a boy? Still he was grateful for the thoughts.

“Jer, I got run over by a truck. How am I not dead?”

“Actually the truck fell on you, which is much cooler.” Jeremy replied with a smirk. “You ended up right between the trailer and the cab. The cops said that if the driver hadn't jack-knifed the way he did, you would have been crushed. Instead you ended up just getting pushed along by it I guess.”

“So now I can tell people a truck fell on me and it barely hurt, how tough is that?” Chris joked.

“That's definitely tough.”

Silence encroached on the conversation for a moment as Chris thought about his brush with death. He never expected something like this could happen . . . at least so quickly. He turned back to Jeremy and asked, “Remember when you asked me if I was scared of dying?”

Jeremy nodded.

“I really wasn't. I figured it didn't matter yet, you know? If something happened, there was an accident or whatever, I would just call out for Jesus to save me and I'd be covered. That was my plan. Just have fun until I got older or something went wrong, how long could it take to yell, 'Jesus save me,' right?”

“Except you know what? When I ran in front of that truck I wasn't thinking about Jesus at all. I was thinking was, well . . . I was cussing, not praying. I think maybe I'm not going to spend as much time having fun, Jer. Sorry, but I think I might wanna be a church person from now on.”

Jeremy laughed as he leaned back in the chair, “And what, you don’t think I’m gonna hang out with you anymore cuz you don’t wanna end up in hell? Fat chance moron.”